Argh. Im sitting right infront of the aircon. Damn it's cold in here. Hm..let's see what happened monday.
Um..mainly stayed back doing art la. Wahlao! Talking about art, we seriously thought need to hand in by today. But then mdm rohayah said 13 october. mdm chin damn kanchiong for what?!? so early. She's so bossy and yada yada-ish. Talks none stop seh that woman. Even my teacher don't really like her. Then again, who does? Bluekz. Make us panic and stay back. Dont know we need to break fast is it?! Talk a lot only. Haiyo.
Ok Ok..Tuesday tuesday. maths tuition was empty. That's a first because usually it'll be like kecoh and all but on tuesday there were only around five or six i think. Me, Mel, Niza, E boy, Farhi and Zikir. Very few people seh. The rest they all went home early. And I had to go in my uniform. This whole week I practically went there wearing uniform and flipflops. Haha..ya flip flops. Got art mah..later want to open shoe very ma fan one. But I finished my art today! Yay! One subject down down down..down only. not down the drain la...

Wednesday we had english. Damn my life rotates around school and tuition this year. Again I went with school uniform and slippers. Then when it was about to be Maghrib, we went down to buy food and drinks. I bought coffee...malina also. It was horrible! I had diarrhoea when I got home...I couldnt sleep and kept tossing and turning in my bed. Was the worst night ever. Haish...so anyway, let me tell a story. Haha..ya a story on how i got myself a 'hero' [ this is according to mel. not me. i got no heroes ok.] I was holding my ten dollar note waiting for my turn to order. Then Radhiah saw the money and tried to snatch it i think. haha..then i pulled it. and the tug of war began. ya with MY money! If tear how?!?! 10 dollars ok!?! so then the note dropped to the floor. and i looked at radhiah and made this irritated look. but i wasnt. then i bent down to get the note. guess i bent down fast. so then this zikir accidentally pushed me and it looked as if i fell because of that money on the floor. i swear i didnt fall. so he caught my left arm la..padehal dier yg tolak! haiyo..so it looked like he broke my fall. like real only i fell. but nvm la...worse part was, melda and malina saw it. then yesterday they were like "eh mashitahnyer hero da dtg!" malunyer aku! argh!! irritating btol. dont think he mind la. looked like he was fine with it. oh and yesterday i had to run to the shop. kejar radhiah nyer pasal. she pushed me into this storeroom downstairs which was dark and dirty and just yuckus!! i turned round and chased her but i stopped half way, yet she kept running. siow! then nak balek kedai also like that. forgot what she did uh but i remembered i ran also. lucky was in school u. can run..
{ 7:42 pm }
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Optimistic.
Sometimes being an optimist is really worth it.
Makes life a whole lot better. Really it does. I tried being one.
Haha..ok la. I am one. Blehkz. For example, when you get back your r******, you look at the number of subjects passed rather than the subj you failed. And how many points you got for the subjects. And I want to thank Zy for making me feel better by guessing that my L1 R4 was around 15 to 20. I don't think it is but I don't really know myself because the scores aren't tabulated by the teachers. But if it is really bad, just look at it as a mistake. A mistake gone really wrong and that there is another bigger, more important exam that is coming up. OCTOBER 30!! ARGH!! malay paper...ouh..hahaha...really wished I hadn't failed myself. shittos. Now I have to redo the whole thing again. Really screwed the first one up. But seriously, I thought it was the oral that I screwed. Jacked up oral. Because of you I failed. Now see la, must retake! Haish...then again, I did really bad for my oral and I thank the invigilators for giving me a merit instead of a Fail or just a Pass. Gah... Let's see. Oh yah. The Adam Khoo's Booster workshop yesterday we had was a blast. It may have lasted for only 3 and a half hours but it was really beneficial. So later on I went home and I printed out this calendar starting from yesterday to December.[ I forgot December can enjoy. Hahaa..bodoh gi printout skali. But nvm.]
Then I wrote what I wanted to do yesterday night. It's for time management. Kind of like a see ahead-by-one-week thing. Felt good when I completed what I wanted to do. Weeheee...maybe for the graduating individuals, you can do something like that or you could just mess up the whole one and a half months left.
I really want to get into that Biomedical Informatics And Engineering course I've been eyeing for quite some time now. Looks interesting and I think they are needing more people to go into the medical department right? Or was it, medical educated people are always wanted for a job. Ouh...interesting right. Im going to have to cut down on tv and food I guess. Food because puasa la...
Rather suffer now than suffer later. Rather be crying now than be crying next year.
And if you're going to say that rhymes, hell yes it does. I thought about it before I wrote it here so it's not coincidence!
Coincidence..talking about coincidence, my trainer yesterday, Candice, said miracles could really happen in the next 5 weeks. [ You must be wondering how I got from coincidence to talking about miracles? Haha..let's just put it as..you don't want to know what's up there. ]Get that right ok? 5 SHORT WEEKS!! Then she told us a story about Woodgrove Secondary's principal's daughter. [Woodgrove because she had the workshop there.] She said that the principal did not discourage her daughter or scold her. She just told her to do the best...wow..wish my mother was like that. No nagging. Just root for me. Hahaha...so anyway, her daughter got an L1R5 of more than 40. And like she said, miracles do happen. Oh ya, the 40 L1R5 was for Preliminary Exam. So by the time it was 'O' levels, her daughter got very good grades I suppose because Candice said she got int RJC/RJ..either one of those.
Good right?!? To all my friends and I also who failed the prelims, don't get disheartened la ok? Always think that prelims is much tougher than O levels. [ ya because that was what my teacher said.] Don't give up aight?!
Study smart for the next 5 weeks. We can do this. :)

P.S: Congratulations to my dearest class, 4e3, for making a colossal improvement in english. Even though the paper was tough we made it.
When the tough gets going, fuck it and do, just do your thing. If we could get through the prelims with a 94% pass, why not make it a hundred for O levels right? Just remember one thing. We're not the bottom class nor are we in one of the bottom. We beat 4e4, 4e2 and even 4e5 for percentage pass. Move your asses and get to work my friends!
{ 9:02 am }
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Ok... I got back part of my ******* back. I hate the word '*******'. [Here's a clue, it starts with R!! A stupid R!]
Slightly glad that I did slightly better than my mid year. Anything could have been better than my mid year. But, I still have not gotten what I wanted! ARGH! My teacher said " six more weeks till o levels."
Ouh...I'm going to go for it I suppose.
Hm hm hm..kind of bored. Why not I change the skin? Again and again..
Hey, listen to 'voodoo child' if you haven't listened to it yet. Haha...it's really 'alive'.
{ 1:34 pm }
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Morning! Tehheee...nice saturday morning. So here I am. Takder keje. Takder pape nak tules cumer saje saje je nak kene uat entry. Mwa ha ha. You got my temperature rising like, el nin yo. Actually listening to that right now so hah! it's nice. Wonder what el nino means. I know ill nino. Some hot season if I remembered correctly. Hm...
Look!

Picture speaks for itself. Oohh....ahhaha...can just look at the picture for the whole day.
Then again, I have better things to do.
{ 9:16 am }
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Hello again people!
The one week is over! Over!! The dreadfully, awfully long lasting week la! Weeehee!
Now time to face the truth. Ha ha ha. Not now la actually. Next week. Which is still a few hundred hours away.
Ok ok. On Tuesday while doing english paper2, I laughed all by myself. Hahaha...slenger! Read read skali I found the passage funny then I laugh. Dont know if anybody saw or not. I think got. But Hahaha... what can they do? It's over.
Hm...the english comprehension quite an interesting thing. I like it. Excluding the summary which can be really sucky when the time is running out. When you suddenly hear that particular teacher's voice saying " you have ten more minutes ." Damn lousy feeling when I was still struggling to get the summary in place. But I finished it! Yes! Managed to finish it. Not that I've never finished it before but this time it felt really complete. Because the number of words are not too many nor are they too little[ which always happens to me. Too summarized I guess. bluekzz.] Teheeee.......can I just get back my english results only? Can can?

Hmz...oh yeah. Just now after school.
Took 293. Was drizzling. Then it poured mad. I was like...eh ya uh..I need to cross the road to get back home! ARGH!! So got down the bus and fiza and i were stuck at the bus stop. And also was waiting for firman. Dont know from where. I was like...how to get home?!?! Because we needed to get back to school to do art. Haish...last resort. Run. In the heavy downpour. Was ery fun. What I always do when I didn't bring an umbrella along. So I was walking in the rain just now and got this lady who asked if I needed an umbrella to get past the traffic light. My house was already near and even if I had an umbrella, I'd still be soaked to my skin. So...no thanks. No umbrella. Was awesome! Ni saper saper tak mandi pagi bleh join maen ujan. Woooppeeeeeeeeee...
{ 1:37 pm }
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Another hell-of-a week next week. Starting this Monday. Oh my. I read through my textbooks again and again but still I'm afraid. It's nerve-wrecking to be wondering what questions are going to come out. Organic chemistry? Macromolecules? Moles?!?!!? Calculations?!?!!? ARGH!!!!!
Haha..I need help in calculations. And I guess that's it. See?? I've studied but still I'm breaking in cold sweat. Gah!

I'm left with studying the blast furnace thing. Which I hate so so so much.
Dont know why.
{ 4:37 pm }
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Tata Young-El Nin Yo





Hm..so i've been thinking of what to do at the end of this year. Or at least I have an idea. I want to join some courses. Mwa ha ha. I'd love sparring. Or boxing. Or kickboxing. Classes like that. Sounds like fun doesn't it? haha..Yes it does it does. To me. Sparring. Ooooo....haha...i don't know. I just find it lovely to do sparring. Teheeee... ok nvm.

Got carried away for awhile there. So today's friday. I used to love Fridays. Except now. Now it just shows how fast time flies.

Oh yes. Yesterday I stayed up to watch this documentary on the formation of earth or something. Some part of it was illogical. The rest are... fine I guess. The part where water was obtained from asteroids left me with a huge question mark hanging over my head. Also, the evolution of men from apes is it?, is also very illogical. If primates evolved to men, then why are there still monkeys running around? Shouldn't they have evolved to men and monkeys would be called men? Monkeys should have been extinct if that is the case. So it's not wrong to call a primate human? Is that it? Seriously, there is no connection. Any others think so?
{ 10:51 am }
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Actually there is a N.Ireland and Spain match now. I watched it just now. Yea..sad to say..Torres BOTAK!! AHHHHHH!! haha...haish..but nvm, his face is still the same right?! tehheee...I didn't watch the full match lah. Obviously. Spain shot their second goal then I turned off the television.
Haish..
Really sleepy. AGAIN!
And everytime I watch the Charlie's Angels' commercial on television, I'm dreading. Cannot believe they are doing a countdown! C'mon lah..the show is on sunday. So in a way it's reminding me when the holidays are going to end. Stinks.
{ 11:18 am }
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Video by Danity Kane. Kind of like the song. Tehee..Just saw it yesterday. Nice.
Have fun.
{ 10:43 am }
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Everyone caught the President's Star Charity on Sunday? Teheeee...nice wasn't it? Favourite number: Tango bit. Duh!
Why? Because got alvin ng. hahaha...Siow la watch the show just to see the dance number. Oooo..but it's lovely watching it.:p
Oh yes, MORNING!
Forgot that earlier. I'm still sleepy but I can't sleep. Haish...drank coffee la yesterday night. Thought wanted to stay up and study or something. Ended up doing art at night around midnight then trying to go to sleep. Maybe later I'll sleep.
Tata!
{ 8:27 am }
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:)
{ 9:59 am }
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GUESS WHAT!?!?!
Hehehe...my mom thinks I need to eat more food. At first I ate too much and was fat. Now I'm eating too little?!?! NO IM NOT!
I eat like how I used to eat. Plus a little bit more. Im gaining weight so I don't see why my appearance is in a decrescendo manner. Weird. When I eat a little I look fat. When I eat a lot I look too thin. Wow! Isn't this just great?!?!! Mwa ha ha. Oooo..did I tell about the veins on my hands? Haha...I think I did. But..I'll tell again. Hahaha...ok no lah. Wonder why some find it gross to have veins on your hands. I find it very nice. And it's kind of fun. Don't ask me how it is fun. I just find it fun.

Hm...I just ate lunch. I'm full. Very full. Guess today is seafood day. NO FISH! Just shellfish and crabs. Yummmm....
I hate eating fish. Scared of the bones. :p [ Pecah rahsia aku... -_-' ]

Haish...
Bye for now. And for those taking malay tomorrow,
DO YOUR BEST FOR THE FRIGGIN PAPER!
{ 3:58 pm }
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NO PROMISES.
Heard that song? That awesomely hott song? I'll put it up here one day. No promises that it's for real. Oooo..that's gay. Ok ok... got it. If the thing is still loading, click on refresh. Or else you got to wait for a long time.
So, heard Lily Allen's song? Tehee..it's over there on the left if you haven't hear it before. Was that sentence correct? "Haven't hear"? Think it is. Hm...
At first when I see you cry.
Yeah it makes me smile.
Yeah it makes me smile.
At worst I feel bad for awhile.
But then I just smile.
I go ahead and smile.

Tehee hee heee...
I love the chorus. No reason. Just love it.
Actually I wanted to say something. But I forgot what it was. Hate it when that happens. Argh!!
HATE IT!
{ 12:30 pm }
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